Nourishing Love

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2010-01-31T11:48:00.001+08:00

Dear readers, I will be using LiveJournal for the time being. :D If you want to comment or view, please go to: http://tearsofpetalz.livejournal.com. Thank You.

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2010-01-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

Selena Gomez: "Love Comes Natually"

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2010-01-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

You should watch this! Is SUPER FUNNY! :D

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2010-01-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

Communication helps. Because,
When you know the feelings that are right for you, you perserver.

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2010-01-17T12:45:00.000+08:00

{Father, Mother, 4 sisters include Me}

I'm happy, I've found a new family. Sheena (Mother), Dhania (Father), Stefanie (4th Smallest), Chantel (2nd Biggest) & Anne (3rd Biggest) & I'm the Elina (1st Biggest). Family of 6! :D Awsome, such a big family. But, we all share the same things, help each other when we are in need, share happiness with each other, and never leave each other when we got trouble. We all gone through hardship together. That is what I call a family. And I have found a happy family. I love my FAMILY.

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2010-01-16T11:26:00.000+08:00

Being Famous is to have a word Motivation in our hearts. I love to become an Make-up Artist, and I always treat it as my dream. Dream that I don't believe myself that I can make big money when I grow up. I want to be famous, be well-known around the world and make big money. :D That's my dream, but Christian Chua make me realise that we all can make big money if we do the things we like and perserver. :D Motivation comes from inner, no one make big money by not working hard. I will tell myself to work hard and go for the work I want to do. Make dreams become reality.

"Do the things that you enjoy in order to get alive everyday."

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2010-01-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

One sided is worring for exams, one sided is full of energy for playing games. Which side should I control?

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2010-01-09T15:03:00.001+08:00

Listening to the music of life,
The beat of the song can be sad/happy. The monents we had together is gone too. No more the past, but present. I may be heartless, but heartless for you only. Because it is for you, just for you. You may not know my worries, you can hate me, treat me as your worse enemy. I cannot tell you my worries now, but you will slowly know when you slowly find out. You may not know i still treat you as my brother, but slowly you will know too. Although it is hard for you to accept it, but you hae to. No other chioce for you to choose. You may see me and walk away, you may talk to me like a stranger, you may also slap me without any reason, but I will let you do that, because the cause of pain is never that bad as you treated me. You may feel down that the whole world is letting you down, but all I can say is that I never leave you, and treat you as same as ever. No matter how you treat me, I can face it though how pain it can be. The cuts that I left is deep like an ocean, the tears that you cry for me is like a river pond filled with lots of water. But my worries for you is like as big as the sky, unconditionally big that you can never count. No one is perfect, but when you try to let go some things, try to get out of the past, move forward, you will achieve something better you can ever aspect. I can never say anything to let you go your feelings, but all I can say is, I'm sorry. And I'm leaving. Never turning back, because the words that you said and done, is all hurtful to the things I had done to you.

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2010-01-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

Crazy sisters are back to Cam Hore again. :D Haha. Non-stop of camera rolling. TAKE 1, 2, 3 click. There are most of stupid shots then normal ones. Always wanted to do some nice jumpshots, but camera can't catch the timing. More outings like that, can make as crazy like cameraholic. Will wait, wait till I can get my Canon 500D. Haha, Here I come. :D I will get that when the price is going down, but it will be suppeerr long. Start of school, study, no more time for this funny stuff, wait till I can finish my work. Sobsob. Friendship is just like a waterbottle fill with just alright volume, once overflow, problems will come. I will maintain a sisters relationship with my sisters to keep it all right. :D No worries to that, I will keep almost all the memories till I get old. No matter where I go, I will always be there. No one will replace. Always remembering the cam hore, shopaholic & cameraholic. :D I lovee you.

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2010-01-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

I won't be blogging for quite a while. :D Nothing to blog.
It will be quite cold for while.

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2010-01-02T12:30:00.002+08:00

Done reading. :D Poor girl got bullied by the father because her father betrayed her. She may be strong on the outside, but she is weak in the inside. And She never fails to love her dad always. What a brave girl she is. And what a stupid father,

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School is starting soon, and worries are coming. T-T

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2010-01-01T11:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
Great, another new year ahead, and the troubles are left behind, no worries. But, I'm sick. Having sore throat & worse come to worse, no voice! T-T Haha,

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2009-12-30T14:09:00.000+08:00

笨蛋的 Tuck Wah 哥哥，如果我在见到你，你会死定了。哈哈。:D

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2009-12-29T15:35:00.000+08:00

These pictures say all things that just past, the happy moments that I spent together with my cousin in Malaysia. :D The marriage just past few days ago, lots of busy stuff keep on coming non-stop, but finally DONE.

1st Day:
Alright, went there sitting down doing nothing, staring at the wall, talking to my auntie, cousins haven't arrived yet till like the next day. Laptop no connection for internet, so went to play other games. Then bath, sleep, eat, shit till the next day.

2nd Day:
Preparation for the wedding day, went to church to learn how to walk for the wedding. :D First time walking down in a small church, which can give me a warm feeling. Never image if I was the one who is going to be married. Being a bridemaid is never easy, walking, no sitting, but is awsome. :D After, cousins came, playing games together, having funn together in a air-condition room, saying Hello. How are you, I'm fine.

3rd Day:
The busiest day ever. Went out all day to collect the flowers, printing the programme sheet for the next day. Really tired. Till night, eating like a pig, buffet all around. Cousins talking like a group of crazy people. Looking at guys which we are not suppose to do right then. Haha. But it was funn.

4th Day:
Big day! :D Getting married. Wakeup early in the morning, makeup artist arrived, changed and get off. Reached the church, walking down the church, smiling brightly like we had never smile before. All was awsome, fun, and unforgetable. It may not be very big event, but it is fabulous. Afternoon, was tea time, chinese tradition always. Taking the red packets, saying jokes all day and keeping them company in the hotel. I can say that it is very tiring. The bathtub was awsome! :D Bathing there kinda long, having a sauna there, in a hot bath. Haha. Till night, everyone arrived then dinner till 10pm plus to 11pm. Taking photo was not really much, but there were a lot of craps. Haha.

5th Day:
Went to shopping, buy cosmetic stuff at Etude Shop. Goo Jun Pyo poster and stuff, sucks. -.- When I want his poster cannot get, then when i don't want, they say must take. -.- Haha, so funny. But the cosmetic is beautiful, the money I spent total is like singapore dollar $40. Awsome. :D

6th Day:
Home, on the way home, travling in the car for like 5 hours? Haha. Long trip, but still alright. But I still miss the days I had spent the last few days. T-T Laughter, smile and full of craps. Haha. I wanna go back to Malaysia, to play again, spent more time with my malaysia cousins. Then the babies I had in the blog is super cute! :D

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2009-12-22T18:58:00.002+08:00

Preview of Alvin & The Chipmunk 2

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2009-12-21T16:17:00.000+08:00

I like a guy, but I have no idea whether he likes me.

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2009-12-17T15:00:00.003+08:00

Forced Smile (><) From late afternoon, till late night, working on drama & party. I'm gonna fall. But from then, I love doing God's work, it is fun being with church friends & working together like mad, staying late together to makeup the things we haven't finish. Laughing together and making fun each other. But all these hard work we will pull through. We know that it will be a successful one, to show everyone we can make it. :D Saturday is gonna be the show & party together, hope that we can make it for both, show the audience that we can make them laugh.

For the homework, I'm still stuck on English & Chinese. I'm DOOM, BOOMZ man. :D Left a few more days to do, then school will start as usual! Love to see my girlfriends then. MISS them like crazy. But this time, holiday is going lesser & lesser! No fun. Hope I can graduate faster, then work. :D Long time no post, maybe got nothing to post. Will be busy these days, then byebye for Malaysia!

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2009-12-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

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Now, I'm stuck with this two. -.- Damn freaking tired.

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2009-12-07T15:45:00.000+08:00

Mommy, I didn't do it on purpose. Please don't be angry and I'm sorry. I didn't know that I was wrong that I kept on crying and crying. I was previously angry of you because you are noisy & irratating, but I'm really sorry. Forgive me mommy,

Pathetic children asking for forgiveness. T-T

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2009-12-05T14:32:00.001+08:00

Haircut was a successful one, although I do not have the haircut I want, but it came out to be a better one (!) YEEHH (!) :D Shall be changing my hairstyle for while, rather then having the same as the others. Haha,

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Like what (!) I have been staying at home, if not to bed. I have no freedom to go out whenever or whatever I want, just purely staying at home, to sleep/shit/eat/play. Izn't awsome (!) ._. Now is holiday, I should at least seek permission to go out, but Mrs Emperor says NOOO (!!!!!!!) FORGET IT, all adults are like this, I have been suffering, DONE.

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2009-12-02T14:26:00.002+08:00

"I may wait for you, I may knock you down by accident, but all this, will be recorded down in my head."
Because I have never seen you before, only in my dreams.

"Yeh, Is the Party In The U.S.A"

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2009-11-30T18:08:00.002+08:00

"No matter where I go, I'll still be thinking of you, even though where we both are".

That was the first time I see you, the eyes of yours look into my eyes like you only love me. I never felt so comfortable with you since I saw you. I like the way you look at me, and stand a chance to take just a small peak at me. We were in the same rooptop, remembering that it was a rainy day, you were standing inside the small rental shop & wait for the rain to stop. There was a sudden silence where we only can hear the rain drops till the ground, even though there is a lot of people. Your smile make me feel that laughter is the best joy ever! Knowing that you can give me happiness through this life, that's why I am still thinking of you.

{Me to the Unknown}

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2009-11-24T13:04:00.000+08:00

"Not noticing anything, music may be part of my love life.
The voice of a gentle sound, makes me wanna hug you tight and not letting you go.
When storms come, I will close my eyes and think of you, as if you are by my side.
I will never forget about you, nor give you up, even you are far apart from me. Because I believe there is still chance between us.
This time may not be right, but as time goes faster and faster, I will take a chance to get close to you.
Listen your stories, listen how you got hurt, listen to how to speak to me.
All these will come true if you make it happen.
Love will flow through just naturally if fate happens in our life.
Make me see him once again, in a different place.
I will let fate do it things."

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2009-11-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

Currently watching {Temptation of Wife}.
The show is exciting, freaking nice. Betray of own wife & friendship.
Hope her wife can scare his own husband away, as far as he goes. (-.-) Idiot & useless husband. No men is TRUSTABLE.

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2009-11-21T14:18:00.000+08:00

SHINee - Ring Ding Dong, their new song. (^^)

SHINee - Love's Way.

SHINee - Replay.

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2009-11-20T09:54:00.000+08:00

"It was once before, but is no longer." {I'm happy of who I am now}

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2009-11-19T14:44:00.000+08:00

Having a mindset that I want to learn awsome style & dance steps in basketball. (^^)

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2009-11-18T13:59:00.001+08:00

YES, I want to breath again. The air that can feel more happier & more cheerful. I want to live as happy as I am everyday, no worries, no sadness, only happiness. Wishes I can do lots of things I want to do now. To travel around the world, to be actors friend, to buy new stuff, to make new friends. Mostly, I want to meet {Sammul Chan}, the one I always like most, since primary school. Hong Kong! No money to go yet, but he has no girlfriend yet, haha. Hong Kong is a cantonese world, I may not speak, but I may understand. I love his shows, because he is cute. Haha, but currently now, I want to settle some friends problem. Just got a sentence for my great friends, {No matter what happen to friendship, I will standby and help you, no matter who you are}. This may make you feel more happier and I can make you feel more happier too. I will always stand by your side to keep you in track and not left out. Because I had experience before, so I don't want you guys to be like me, it will be very painful. (^-^''') Trust me, I will help you. I Love You.

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2009-11-17T18:51:00.000+08:00

Sammul Chan, the most handsome & cutest guy. He is 31 & no girlfriend, WTH. He will never look old man.

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2009-11-16T12:27:00.000+08:00

"Ending is really near, but we don't know when it will come, be prepared."
This show will make your heart shake & worried about your love ones.

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2009-11-14T13:42:00.000+08:00

{Currently watching - Hot Shot}

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2009-11-13T14:08:00.000+08:00

{The guy went out of the small building and see me off}
I told myself that "If we are fated to be, we will see each other again, in a different place".

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2009-11-11T14:25:00.001+08:00

FRIEDNS,
Is it all about fighting & jealousy? Both may occur sometimes, but should we maintain it? Friends are like our accompany, our most closest person in this world. Should we be more understandable to each other, rather than we lose one of them? I have lots of friends, but I only got to choose one, the one that is closest to me. I have a few, but all these are the ones I don't want to lose any of them. So I have to maintain it. {Koh Koh, Aunty-anne, Chantel, Dhania-mania, Sheena-uzeee} They are all my close ones. No matter what race they are, I will still cherish them alot alot. Friends, if you love me, please don't fight. I will be heartbroken to see you like this. I will be there for you, no matter what happen. My ears will always be open for you guys to hear your sorrows.

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2009-11-07T12:50:00.000+08:00

I gonnna tell myself that: "I am not giving up hope".

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2009-11-05T16:14:00.000+08:00

"Waited is wasted, please leave me alone".

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2009-11-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

1, 2, 3 SNAP! Smiling brightly can make the picture perfect & wonderful. The flash, the background, & the person you always wanted to be with together is taking a nice shot. The memories were keep all in that picture. Of the times when we both laugh, both having fun, both smile like never smile before, both give each other a hug. All are taken down in just a ordinary picture. It is so important. Feelings can never fade away if you miss the person like a crazy person. You will have insomia, you have the picture that make you sleepless all night. During the day, you will work. During the night, you will miss. Moments that cannot be forgotten. I am on my way to achieve my goals, the things that I want to achieve all along. "Is to have happiness".

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2009-11-03T16:49:00.000+08:00

What's the outcome? I'M FALLING SICK. -.- Sick again & again, flu & sore throat together. Holiday coming soon, how? I want to go out & enjoy myself & I hope I get well soon. God Bless Me. Blow all the wind away & far from me.

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2009-11-01T11:39:00.000+08:00

It's november month, & I'm cold in here. Because "what is done, it cannot be undone".

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2009-10-31T12:59:00.001+08:00

"You have to accept the person either whole or not, because no one is perfect."

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2009-10-30T15:24:00.000+08:00

Have I ever think that I will be married? Or maybe find a suitable guy who really loves me from within. To me mah, is it too early to think all these? Haha. But seriously, there are a lot of handsome guys in this world, but.. but will they be good? Will they treat me like they treat themself, love themself? I want a guy who can love himself, because when he love himself, he will love me. Not bad hah. My thinking may be high, but this is the fact. I may find my fated one, I may not. But will perserver till the end to reach till him. (^^) Because it is very difficult to find the one you always see & love. Haha. Then, I want to hug him tight & not letting him go. Still thinking.. Processing... & if he is the one, he will know where am I at now, because:

"I want to go somewhere where people can no longer find me, except you; because you know me from beneath."

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2009-10-29T15:36:00.003+08:00

English Lyrics

We all know feelings are blind. We all know forever is nothingness. Another step you can see love's maze. Every second the embrace becomes more confusing. We all know hugs are becoming numb. We all know love cannot continuously forgive. {Let's pay even if love changes to go out of cultivation. Only to discover we only lacked a map} Perhaps love should not yield. In fact, it should be clear. Our love. {Already reached a stranger} Even if our love. Reaches this end. There is no happiness together. It's already blurred. Love involuntarily retreated. {If there is belief love's touch is at a distant place} At this time happiness can be satisfied. Let love be clearer. We all knew the hugs are becoming numb. We all knew love cannot continuously forgive. Let's pay even if love changes to go out of cultivation. Only to discover we only lacked a map. Even if our love. Reached a stranger. There is no happiness together. It's already blurred. Love involuntarily retreated. If there is belief, love's touch is at a distant place. At this time happiness can be satisfied. Let love be clearer. I know. You know. That love is not in a distant place. Let us complete this perfect performance. This moment. When you said it's time to depart. {I actually want to give you a huge once again} Let our path go over to reach the end. Once again reaching happiness if no longer blurred. I can forever take to heart. If there is belief, love's touch is at a distant place. At this time happiness can be satisfied. {No longer letting you cry}

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2009-10-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

That's right! Nanyang Polytechnics (NYP). I was wondering how good is the school, how good the qualification that it could be. There are courses I wanted to take there, not only that, they say that we got a higher chances to work next time we step out of Polytechnics. But, I am not really sure whether I want to go there. If really to, I had to score 14 points for my 'O' Levels. (^^) And today, I saw a cute guy there in NYP. His name is Keith, cute & handsome. Especially his smile. Haha. Anyway, just discovered that guys who named Keith are extremely handsome & cute. (^^) But too bad, only today I got to see him. & too bad that Stepfanie never go, or else I got one more partner to accompany me. TATA.

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2009-10-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

Dear Mummy,

Happy Birthday. Today is your day & I want to let you know everything about you. The awsome one, my mom. She never fails to wake me up in the morning, preparing breakfast for us to go to school. Iron the clothings for us before school starts. Help us to become a good person & teaching us values of a good person. You never fails. You wash the dishes, help ue prepare cookings, extremely nice cookings. I love them lots. (^^) You are the awsome one in this family. The one that support this family till the end. Because I trust you that you will never leave this family behind. & for the clothing, you always buy us nice clothes to wear & making ourself pretty as you do. I love you mom. Muacks. (^-^) Happy Birthday Mummy! & I will capture the moments we had together as a family.

Love, your little daugther.

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2009-10-25T10:18:00.000+08:00

Dear Ally,

Stand up with might & walk bravely to face everything. I will help you through. (^^) I love you.

Love, Elina

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2009-10-24T12:59:00.000+08:00

"Is it fated for me to see the same guy in different places again?"

Guess where I went yesterday, Bottle Tree Park. The place where I found the same guy again. He was with his friend & both of them are freaking handsome. (^^) He was wearing a yellow colour shirt, & his friend was wearing white. He was a crew there for some programme & just natually see him when I was there playing swing & teaching Roller Blading. Can you image? I saw him again! Haha. I would love to have his number, but he was kinda busy till like night. And I was there the whole night from 5pm-10pm. I'm so happy! (^^) The first place I saw him was in Marina Barrage, I thought he was Joshua Ang, but he isn't. His back looks exactly like Joshua Ang. That's why I can regconize him yesterday. Not bad actually. So I was wondering whether is it fated for me to see him again, at a different places. Only that time I really gone, he came out to see me going off, & I left without his number. I told myself that if we are really meant to me, I will see you again in another place unexpectedly. (^^) Or, maybe I will never see you again? Because you are the first person that I see so many times in a different place.

Fated to see you again, if so.

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2009-10-22T17:05:00.000+08:00

OMG! Can I have a time to see this show? I really want to see it. Friends who seen it, please share it with me. I'm interested. (^^) Can you imagine if I can become a robot? Haha. TATA,

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2009-10-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

"I ain't a doll, this ain't a doll house, I could never be."

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2009-10-20T12:33:00.000+08:00

Let the pictures say the fun words. (^-^)

Almost went crazy yesterday. Went to East Coast with Qin Hui & her cousin, together with Esther, Sister & me. (^^) Cycle all the way to Changi Beach. That took us almost more then half an hour. Reach there, saw a tombolo. Ever in my life I saw a tombolo. haha. Although it wasn't geography yesterday, but I did study some things yesterday with them. (^^) Went down to discover, find some shell at the sea shore, went to find crab & took pictures. FUN like crazy. Leg was damn super tired. Cycle so hard all the way there & back. Qin Hui got to say, she fall during the cycle. Esther caused her fall. So funny! Out of time though, but we all got back just on time indeed. No money extra. (^.^) Phew. Did jump a lot, & play a lot also. TATA.

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2009-10-19T14:13:00.003+08:00

Boy: When I look into your eyes, I am nothing but surprised. I know about your past and how it didn't last, How you got hurt, burnt, Abused andused, and i bet your confused. You deserve better, if not
always and forever. You said you didn't care, But you couldn't bare, Isn't it
such a scare.. Let me into your life and I will show you that i care. Like an
endless dream I will always be there. I know I'm busy but I'll make time. Working so much should be a crime. You need time alone, and some timeto think, Let your feelings out why having a drink. Forget about the past and look to the future, I know your not ready, and I'm not trying to push you, Just wanted to let you know that i will always be with you.
Girl: There was once people say, relationship was like a
slave. Ups & downs the road may be, ended up like a buzzing bee. I may hurt you by heart, but don't ever take it to heart. This may be the first time I'm in love, but teach me how to be in love. I'm sorry for the times I've hurt you bad, but through it all I still love you like mad. You will never know how your life may be, but I'll cherish every moment, may be. Every smile in me, you think that I'm happy, but every smile, it is when you are with me. You are everything in a luggage, but everything in you, I'll have to accept it like a package. My love for you has never ended, so let me keep on loving you till never ended. Thanks for the memories that you gave me, but don't ever say sorry to me. I'm waiting for the day I put on my wedding gown & I hope that you will cherish me till the end. Love isn't easy though, but we still got long way to love.
Both: Sorry, but it has ended.

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2009-10-18T12:41:00.000+08:00

YES! That's Justin Bieber. (^^) His smile can say a thousand million words. CHEEZZ! Was alright yesterday, had fun with my cousin Caleb, my friend, Ripley & Raphal. Went to somewhere unexpected. Water all around, lying down, shooting, running around the whole area. Played Heart Attack with them, forfit wasn't that fun, but all got wet! haha. (^-^) Pools are around, water splashing all around. Targeted was Caleb. He was wet first, then me, then the rest. Forfited was Caleb first, went there around 6 plus, then played for 3 hours. FUN, FUN, FUN! No one did bring water gun except some. But we all are being shooted. No blood, but water. (-.-) Was freaking cold yesterday during the play, shivering all round, sit down, stand up, all round. haha. But was total out of control yesterday. Please control myself next time in that big water fountain. haha. (^^)

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2009-10-16T16:11:00.000+08:00

End-Of-Year Exam is OVER! haha. Waiting so long for this day to end, but final is saying goodbye to my exam papers. They had to go through exam check & red pens, we had to go through stages which bring us scary moments. To me, pass is the main thing I wanna get now. Sec4 is calling me. I had to go, pursue my hotel management career. No interrupption from anyone, concentrate on studies. haha. Not long, my friends is gonna leave, leave out to the real world, soon actually. But hope they can get better jobs & studies. (>.<) For boyfriend wise, I got to say sorry, not interested in anyone now. Because is such a waste time on that. & somewhat, guys are bustards. Left just for pretty girls. No offend in anyone. Just my opionion. (>.<''') I just find I cannot watse my time in Sec school now, I wanna get out! haha. Hope I got my wish though. Happiness is later, sadness is now if you don't treasure.

"Every journey i take, it shall be the step where i can breath again."

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2009-10-15T14:18:00.000+08:00

"To hear you stumble when you speak, that's when I Love You."

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2009-10-13T12:13:00.003+08:00

Burning of my Ashes

The day you burn my ashes away, is the day I left you alone in the streets,

You never ever find my love back, because I made myself clear that I don't want to hurt you further more, & let you find other chances to let people love you again,

You will never know how we started, & how we ended, because the time we spent together is just like a blink of an eye,

We once told each other that we will take care of each other, love each other, till the day we die,

That was only once upon a time,

I love you, I want to let you go, because I want you to learn, to take a step further to experience,

Not to trap in the dark, finding the same old person again & again,

Once there was once, love there was once love, everything just happened naturally like a wind,

Blowing away & away,

Slowly, we feel that we lost our way of being together, wondering the reason why are we together, the days we are together, the way we look & smile at each other,

As day goes by, your heart starts to hardern, the way that lead you, starts to change,

Because you hated me like you hated your enemy,

Burning my ashes away, & asking me not to go back your side every again, never to see me again,

Before, I left, I want to say I Love You as deep as the sea can be,

Goodbye.

144x

2009-10-11T12:31:00.001+08:00

Look at this crazy guy, in order for him to save his love, he jump down himself into the sea to die. -.- Idiot fellow. He is damn freaking man, & he is a lifeguard in that show. I will rate him 10/10.

This show is freaking nice. 10/10. Got sad, laughs & scary. I think all people should watch this show. It's called Haeundae, which is called a state of Korea. You will never know when is Tsunami going to come again...

143x

2009-10-09T11:13:00.002+08:00

Current Song: Jessie James - I Look So Good (without you)

142x

2009-10-07T15:14:00.000+08:00

I don't know who this hell guy is, but he is damn cute.

Starting of school, not alright. Had Social Studies in the first 1 & a half hour, next maths for the same period of time. Nothing to talk about because I am going to flung two of my this paper. Congrats to myself. Still waiting for the other paper to be given out rest of the school days from monday to friday. No choice, cannot absent, cannot hide, take the risk. Hope it will be a shock that I can promote to Sec4 okayy. Like BRRRRRR.

141x

2009-10-06T16:25:00.001+08:00

Sometimes the last person on earth you want to be with, is the one person you can't be without.

140x

2009-10-04T12:27:00.003+08:00

How lovely smile she has, as bright as the sun, as happy as she flies over the moon. In consideration, I want to be like this little girl who can smile like she never smile & laugh before. I want to regain my confident to laugh & smile as loud as I can. Exams is coming near, stress is also trying to spin my head round & round. No one seems to be happy in times, but no matter what happens, I will be more brighter in some ways & cheer myself & everyone up. Cheers till the bottom of our hearts are out, scream as loud as we can!

Laughter is the best policy ever!

139x

2009-09-27T12:04:00.000+08:00

Check out the Formula 1 today for final round! It goes boom, boom, boom...

138x

2009-09-26T12:21:00.000+08:00

Messages:

Friends really are friends, sisters really are sisters, they gone through think & thin with me for 2 years. No matter what happen, they are always there for me. I love you guys. Remember to see me when you guraduate. I will miss you guys alot. & goodluck when you step outside the real world.

137x

2009-09-25T15:18:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings,

School starts at 7.45am today, school was alright.

Yesterday, went out to ION Orchard. Ice-cream first. Then walking around.

Toilet was fun, taking few pictures here & there, & making fun of ourself. The toilet was awsome!

His,Her.

Headdown to the other toilet, take like crazy. Speech: 'Lets take pictures for memories'.

Me, was wondering if I can go out another time. Poor thing of me,

Fun was fun, laughter was laughter, friends are GREAT!

TAKE NOTE: emma, elizabeth, wen ying & joanne,

please don't forget to see me & sheena, dhania, because I will miss you guys like mad,

Will miss the pictures we took, will miss the times we are together for 2 years,

I still love you babes.

Signing off,

136x

2009-09-24T19:17:00.001+08:00

Let the pictures say the words.

There will be more to be updated. & Elizabeth, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, muacks. Once in a life time.

135x

2009-09-23T15:59:00.000+08:00

I find that friends that always laugh, is the best joy ever. :)

134x

2009-09-22T17:30:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRUNN,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SONIA,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

Khairunn birthday today, while Sonia birthday was yesterday. But hope you two babes have fun. :) & Sonia, please take care of Sonia baby. haha.

133x

2009-09-21T12:12:00.000+08:00

I no longer feel happy anymore. There is something missing in my life that makes me happy & confident. My road doesn't seem peaceful, happy nor cheerful. All I would feel is sadness filling my heart. The sky seems to be dark & it keeps raining non-stop. Heart breaks when past came it through my mind. I can't stop thinking, crying & hurting. Just like an egg. Once it is overcooked, it can never be eaten. When the egg brokes, it can never be used. How can I not be like an egg? Not being used, not broke, not overcooked. Just nice & cherishable everyday. I want to be the one that can be happy everyday, the one who can happy go lucky. Not the one who is sad, hurtful, and heartbroken. GOD, please guide my road through everything, whether in studies, in relationship, or family. Please guide me. I want my happiness to come back & be cheerful everyday. I want to be loved by everyone & you.

132x

2009-09-19T14:51:00.001+08:00

I think that I've lost the sense of direction for love.

GOD, please help me, because I love him till I want to let him go.

131x

2009-09-18T15:28:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings. :)

Studies over studies, very bored. End of year coming soon, suppose to take 'N', but for my case, I went up to NA, so I stayed back one year. But I think is worth it. GOOSSSHH! Must buck up, go up to Sec4, then final year. haha, all the best to 301 babes.

130x

2009-09-16T19:09:00.001+08:00

"I want nobody else, I just wanna be with you."

129x

2009-09-14T15:11:00.001+08:00

我觉的,让我们两个回到原点,才是对我们最好的选择。
I think it will be best for us both, to return back to our starting point.

128x

2009-09-13T13:42:00.002+08:00

I ask myself, does anyone betrayed me before.

Myself: Yes, there is.
Someone: Who?
Myself: The one who I really
treasure most & the one who is always close with.
Someone: Why must
he/she do this?
Myself: I have no idea. But his/her mouth just can't shutup.
Someone: This fellow sure very bad hah?
Myself: That fellow is not bad,
but is sucks bad! That fellow doesn't give me trust, bluff me.
Someone: So
what are you going to do?
Myself: Leave it, & let that fellow continue.
I'm restless to fight back.
Someone: Goodluck.

End of conversation. I'm restless to do everything.

127x

2009-09-12T14:57:00.000+08:00

I believe that true love is the ultimate expression of the will to live.

126x

2009-09-11T21:57:00.001+08:00

Broken pieces of me & you.

125x

2009-09-10T16:01:00.000+08:00

Leaving the shoes behind.

124x

2009-09-09T15:38:00.000+08:00

First things first, went to Bukit View Secondary for Environmental Course, didn't realise that the school is awsome. Took pictures with Sheena syg, wassup babe. haha. Friends very cooperative, nice to talk to. & fun & laughter yesterday. For me, I got into Blue Team. Can say that, that Team was freaking awsome. I got in Cheerleading group, then we went to had some cheer, one was mine imagination, and the others was the rest. haha. Though we are a little shy, but we were wild after a few hours. Wanna guess what is our cheer?

Yellow, Red, Silver or White, Those are the colours we care not of, Watch out! Course here we come, Rocking rocking all night long. B.L.U.E BLUE! We will, we will crush you like a huncing peng! Blue will win this round, Blue will win this round. YEAH! & the other was...

Yo, guess who was that? It's Blue team, What team? It's Blue team. Oh Yeh? Go BLUE TEAM!

haha. Awsome though, we did scream like crazy, but effort comes round, we got the first. & got two mac voucher. GO BLUE TEAM! I meet a friend call Zainarah & Hui Fang, they are awsome friends that I know. But I got along well more with Hui Fang, cause we keep on cracking jokes & laughing at Jin Yuan. haha. Prevert caller. :) & not last, I got to know this friendly guy, his name is Jun Wei. Sounds so like man! haha. But I got to know that he got top in class, & he very muscler oh. haha. He kinda goodlooking, friendly also. Anyway, I shall stop here & I lots of homework haven't finsh. Fun day at Bukit View. End. Keep in touch oh.

123x

2009-09-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

Are you prepared?

Current Mood: Feel like watching.

122x

2009-09-07T12:37:00.000+08:00

This are the hottest guy & lovest couple in my column. haha.

121x

2009-09-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

Fated to love you.

120x

2009-09-06T13:31:00.000+08:00

Sisters are always sisters.

Ties are the ones that bring us together,

because we are brought down by God.

Sisters are loved.

119x

2009-09-05T12:41:00.002+08:00

This Wedding Dress is damn nice, I swear. So elegant, beautful, royal. haha.

118x

2009-09-02T18:43:00.001+08:00

I'm starting to lose my sense of love.

117x

2009-08-31T19:09:00.000+08:00

Didn't post for long long time.

Exams coming up,
Test just over,
Lots of personal affair appear...
& stuff, funny things coming up still.

Today Teacher's Day, planning not to go back to Primary School, but still end up there. Meet my best bad friends there. Still, he is shorter than me. I may be taller then him. Congrats Jing Yang buddy. Long time no see. haha. He is much more nicer to me now. No reason why, but maybe he chances his attitude. Silly buddy. Anyway, saw his another friends previously, but didn't know that he was his friend. Complicated anyway. I was standing & watching the programme then his friend offer me a sit. But he share with his friend. Whaaa. So gentlemen eh! Not bad. But, too bad, I will not like you. Bla Bla Bla. haha. Then this stupid pal, ask me to offer him a sit, comeon, be a gentlemen like your friend lah. -.- Joking pal. Long time no see, never change for some more reason. Thanks for your comment that I look exactly like my mom. Thanks. :) Anyway, goodluck pal! Will support you all the way, don't learn more okayy? & Happy Teacher's Day!

116x

2009-08-27T18:47:00.002+08:00

Kinda addicted to this show,

& I find that this show is damn nice & meaningful.

You may not know who is your fated person that you may meet in your life. But, all we would do is just let God control our way. Seek for advice & work hard for it. This show has lots of feelings & happiness in it. Our love is starting from caring. Then love.

& always fated to love if you have your own partner. & most inportantly, babies are born to this world because its fated to also. :)

115x

2009-08-23T10:15:00.003+08:00

Watching this show now. 命中注定我愛你 Fated To Love You. Processing......

114x

2009-08-20T16:59:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry if I didn't update much, because busy with exams.

Monday,

Went to Jurong Point because my aunty came and went shopping together. Didn't expect that the next day is Chem & Bio test. :) Went to Mac and stusy then. But too bored to do so, so went to take some lame photos. haha.

Wednesday,

Saw this cute little girl after bowling & was sitting down at the sofa waiting for my dad. Even though I don't know that girl's name, but she seems damn cute to me. She is very fat & chubby.

113x

2009-08-15T12:03:00.003+08:00

New Webpage. Please add if possible. :)

http://bbyelee.onsugar.com/

But my blog will stil be on. So I got two.

112x

2009-08-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

This week occupied with exams. CA3 though. Is difficult because difficult topics. -.- Exam results wasn't really that good. No tuition teacher now, or maybe for now. I don't want tuition teacher also. Kinda changing 10 over of it. & getting bored of them. haha. Subjects I choose sometimes kinda regret, sometimes kinda soso. Get good results then soso. Get extremely bad then kinds regret. So relistic. I'm always like this. Anyway, only took back Chinese paper. Three more marks to pass. Kinda upset. Chemistry 2 more marks to pass. But... There is another retest, because the class did badly. Luckly. haha. Left Chemistry & Biology to study. Then CA3 thats it. BYE! :) Looking forward to final exam. Have prepared everything & going to write notes soon. Hope I can pass, & give me luck. Goodluck elina. Pray hard & do hard in whatever you can. Don't give up. Help your friends too.

111x

2009-08-13T16:39:00.000+08:00

Learned Arteries & Veins in alphabet. :) 301 babes should know what I am taking about.

110x

2009-08-12T19:07:00.000+08:00

Awsome class. Fun & laughter. Photos a bit blur. :) Love 301 babes.

109x

2009-08-10T12:18:00.002+08:00

First of all, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE 44th BIRTHDAY.

Didn't blog yesterday as there is no time and I am very sleepy. Reached home from church and then lie down totally flat at the bed and never makeup. :) Yesterday 8.22 actually wanted to say pledge, but pastor was praying. Then too bad anyway. No courage to stand up and say myself also. So embrassing. haha. But anyway, went to parkway yesterday night and the whole street was like damn freaking empty. Like so obvious, all went to marina bay, or maybe around there t watch the fireworks. But seriously speaking, this year, really got no atmosphere. -.- Is on sunday, even worse. And the fireworks are like the same. Blust Blust Blust. :) End. Singapore Birthday no cake also. haha. Awsome. Should decorate more, have more fun, let the whole city of Singapore shake and rock!

108x

2009-08-09T12:26:00.000+08:00

living 100mph for you.

107x

2009-08-08T12:29:00.000+08:00

106x

2009-08-07T12:39:00.002+08:00

Me: Bought the super glue?
Dad: Yupp. Buy already.
Me: Then where is it? I need it.
Dad: Use it to glue your shoe.
Me: What! Glue my school shoe?
Dad: Yupp. :)
Me: Shit! Daddy, is not for school shoe.
Dad: -.-
Me: Then where is the rest?
Dad: Finished.
Me: -.- nvm.

What a conversation we had this morning. haha. Bought super glue for my the other shoe, but in the end he glued my school shoe. But thanks dad for gluing my school shoe, because it is spoiled. I Love You Daddy! :)

105x

2009-08-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

I want to become a famous star, be a fashion girl that glam.

104x

2009-08-05T18:27:00.006+08:00

Today again have bowling though, but we learnt about balancing. :) Just like the baby in the picture. But is bowling balancing. Bending. For the first 1 hour plus, we did that. Few rounds of bending makes everyone alright. But after around 10 more rounds, our legs start to pain and crack. haha. Though is just bending, but we learnt quite alot. One girl didn't bring her cloth, so we had to imagine that we had our ball in our hand and do bowling imagine. -.- I won't blame her for not bringing it. Because we sure forget to bring something one day. So blame cannot be push. We have to GO AT A TEAM & FALL AT A TEAM. Quote of CCA. :) Training was just hard today. But we will naturally get used to it. But kinda bored, close friends leave & no more close ones except my sister. But still fine overall.

Me: Is there something that you have against me?
Edina: Elina. We're not prejudice against you.
We're just fascinated that u can balance very well during trainin.
Haha.
U can balance and stay very still.
Me: oh, cause it seems scary for you to look at me.. hahas.
Edina: haha.

Thanks Edina to be there for me and praise me for that. :) Love Edina forever, sister.

103x

2009-08-04T16:07:00.000+08:00

Homework.Homework.Homework.Homework.Homework.

Stressed with lots of homework. Sometimes totally got no homework, sometimes damn alot in a time. Totally very sian. All have to do is essay. Very bored eh. Just don't understand why in this world, must have essay. -.- English, Social Studies, and all. Social Studies is all about eessay also. But, everytime I will also fail for SS. So, just let it be. haha. Good Luck for your studies & coming exams.

102x

2009-08-03T14:50:00.001+08:00

See how cute babies/children are to parents or everyone. Most of the while, they are there to make you laugh, take things like his/her toys to make you play with them. Sometimes, they cry because they want someone to pay attention to them. Kids are very cute now adays. They are there when you are sad/moody. They sometimes will also do what people do. Like laughing, they will join in, even though they don't understand, they will sleep if you sleep, they will cry if you cry. They will do everything together with you. Share things with you. :) In this world, kids are the second joy giver to you people. Even though they still don't understand almost everything, but they do know how to respect people and their parents. They may be the most important people in this world. They love us, as I love them too. Never ever give your children or kids to someone else. :/ Very curel.

And,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMIRA. Love you. Stay pretty. :)

101x

2009-08-02T12:21:00.000+08:00

Should be another week? Seriously damn bored like everyday. Waiting & waiting for future to come./

100x

2009-08-01T12:18:00.001+08:00

Is August Time.

Means is another great month. :) Supposingly every month is going to be boring, but when I came to 301, my life feels so great and feel of energy. Because they are damn awsome friends, and they cannot compared to the express class. They are more social then the rest, unless some lah. But Sheena & Dhania was the ones who can stay by my side all along through difficulties or happiness. We always stay together, play together, and get scolded together. No one leaves no matter what happen till the end. And they are always very supportive with me. :) Friends then are the true friends that never leave you no matter what happens. I Love Dhania & Sheena.

99x

2009-07-27T15:56:00.002+08:00

School today was kinda okayy. But poor Zaahira, something happened to her. :( Things didn't came out the same way as before. But must help her to be happy again. Thought she is not now. Maybe just for now. Anyway, I very lazy to blog, feel like slpping ler. Everyday also same thing, very slpy. :) haha. & last, today morning exercise was damn great. Indian dance, so called. Did had the best dance ever in my life though. Nice try, elina.

98x

2009-07-26T12:34:00.001+08:00

Can you imagine how guy dance? Damn awsome. :) haha.